rough night


after a week of long days trying to adjust to having a baby i was glad i had someone to help. truth is im not even sure we are together or if we put on an act for our families. anyways i tried to wake him up because he normally. do the two night time feedings but after 10 minutes of the baby crying of hunger and him not waking up even with me calling him i decided i would do it . he finally sat up but fell asleep sitting and i got upset and said i need his help but hes wont and then he laid back down and said my big mouth is why hes going back to bed... i know he works during the day but between Pumping and feeding and taking care of our son im tired too i have to pump in 20 minutes but im waiting on the baby to finish pooping the back at it again in an hour