the day before i broke up with you i found out my mom has cancer. i have depression and am off my pills currently because i tried to overdose twice. i was in love with you, but i had to let you go because i couldn’t stay with someone who couldn’t make time for me in their day. i used to wait until you were awake and hope you’d message me. you would ignore me, then message me days later telling me stories of how i’m your everything. when i was with you, everything in my life was so happy. you made me so happy. i could never hurt you. i tried my hardest to make the best of what we had, but i couldn’t had to let you go before i could hurt you again. i still think about you all the time. i search for you in everyone new i talk to, but no one does it quite as well as you do. i love you, and i wish you find happiness along the road. i want to tell you all this, to go back to how things were, but i know that’s beyond both of us at this point. you’re everything to me, i just wish you knew that.