Checking CM, tracking ovulating days...

Rachel • 🤰🏻5.9.19

Does anyone else want to just go insane? I feel like being crazy would be easier than this. We are TTC but also trying not to be too serious about it. According to this app I’m ovulating today. I don’t track temps or anything. My fiancé also prefers when I don’t tell him when my fertile window is because he’s nervous that he won’t give us what we want and always tends to blame himself. I’m going insane worrying all by myself and it’s just terrible.