I’m going crazy

Ch

Month 5 ttc, 5 days till af due & of course I couldn’t wait. So I decided to test (at night) BFN :( feel so terrible and sad. I’m hoping I only tested too early. I did so much differently this month, I’ve got sore boobs, and they’re swollen, and I feel sick and tired :( I’m just praying it’s too early:( I definitely need support and encouragement right now :(

But I also feel crazy because when I invert the picture I see such a faint line...

Does anyone else see this or am I seriously going crazy ttc