Scared to try again

Amanda

5 years ttc this month! 2 miscarriages. Last one was in January. I’m about to start my 2nd cycle after the d&c.; We will be doing the trigger shot, femara & timed intercourse.. I don’t want to share it with anyone really. It was so hard breaking this past time! We waited til 9 weeks to tell family & our 7 year old daughter! Talk about heartbreaking when we had to tell her we lost the baby! I’m just not excited this time. I honestly don’t know when to get excited. I feel like I’m so close but I’m never going to make it all the way. 😔