I was dating a man on and off for 2 years.. during a break up I got pregnant by another man.. long story short he basically forced me to believe a abortion was the best option. I was never for abortion but I did it because I love him and I have a 4 year old she nor I didn’t know the man to well for me to just trust him. So I did it.. I ended up going threw life threatening situations due to the abortion and later found out he now has a baby on the way with a young girl he doesnt really know.. I said I work past it but I can’t and I feel the only way to get over him and move on is to leave . I was going to go with my ex in TX and take my daughter. Before he was arrested due to driving with no license before we met he was so sweet to me. I never got a chance to really know him and I feel bad about aborting our kid... I was just going to up and leave I have some money and enough skills to find a job and he’s already working has a place. Idk I’m not looking for negativity I already hate myself everyday for my decision I made. Just opinions as I have no one to talk to l. Thanks