Idk what I’m supposed to do when my heart is telling me to keep it but my brain is telling me— how will you finish school? How will you afford rent? You already have one kid you can’t make her struggle even more because of your actions. How will you pay for it? This baby wouldn’t get the attention or enough things it deserves. There’s no way you can do this. You don’t even have a job and you cant find one. You can’t support two children. And that’s a fact. You can’t do this.

But my heart still wants to.