husband issues

Ashley

My husband and I have been married for 4 years. (5 in June) my husband has left me twice for another woman and I have taken him back and I've caught him talking to other women multiple times over the 4 years. He is a truck driver and he asked if I wanted to ride with him 2 weeks ago. I said yea sure I just needed to find a babysitter for a week. Found babysitter and on the road we went. (currently pregnant with baby num 2) well while we were on the road a mutual friend messaged me and him and I texted a few times. we didn't talk about anything inappropriate. We got home and my husband found our messages no big deal but our friend and I were talking about being shot and mounted on a wall, like an animal. My husband took it all wrong and blew up and got pissed off. He was home for 4 days and those days were hell. I told him I was sorry and he accepted it. I had thought we moved on he's back on road and now he don't know what he wants to do. ( We agreed to work on things). Now I find out he has another phone on the truck with him.. I'm not sure what is going on, but he's been acting alot different now. Now I can't sleep bc I think he's back to talking to other females again..

Edit: I did forget to mention my husband told one of my friends that he did think about leaving me, but that he would still pay for the car since I have to get back and fourth to Dr appointments. My so called friend said that she wouldn't say anything to anyone and my husband pretty much told her our problems. But he didn't see the problem.. His words were that he needed to vent but couldn't vent to to me