IF YOU ARE AGAINST IT THEN JUST MOVE ON TO THE NEXT POST ! THIS IS HARD ENOUGH I DON'T NEED YOU BASHING ME :(

Yesterday, I went to the clinic for the second time and they gave me a pill mifprex which stops a certain hormone so the pregnancy cannot continue .... I had extremely horrible periods of time about 10 mins long every few hours of this horrible continuous vomiting of undigested food and it was so bad I could barely breath and I also had bad diarrhea but I knew these were possible side effects so I pushed through it

Now today , I took the second medication which is four pills that dissolve for 20 mins while they sit between your teeth and gums and it was honestly horrid cuz as soon as I swallowed what was left after 20 mins I almost instantaneously had the cramping that was expected and I could manage it so far but it was pretty intense .. no bleeding yet but painful cramping and I ran to the store really quick while I still could and as soon as I got bad I went to the bathroom and I had a little blood so I walked into my boyfriends bedroom who was supporting me the best he could through this (though I can be mean when I'm in pain ) and then I felt this clot go onto my pad and I went to the bathroom and it was pretty decently sized so it kinda grossed me out pretty bad and then I cleaned up and went to go lay down with the heating pad my cramps had subsided cuz I had taken the pain meds they had given me...

and all of the sudden shortly after I felt so much pain hit me in my abdomen and back and vag, I was trying to manage but it got to the point where I was rolling around in hysterical pain crying and I was screaming honestly for a good 45 mins to an hour and then I started to calm down and I stood up and I felt a rush of blood come onto my pad (like a lot) so I went to the restroom and I felt like a clot fall out and into the toilet and I saw it .... it wasn't a clot :( it was plain as can be and I won't post a picture unless someone wants to see but I cried ... and the pains that I couldn't barley handle before had just left and were gone ...

Now a few hours later my cramping goes on and off for a few mins here and there and I just went to the bathroom to change and they said to expect larger clots but not toooo tooo large and if u get 2 or more golf ball size or larger clots to call well I definitely felt this one fall of so when I stood up and saw it i about puked . This stuff don't bother me but it was HUGE honestly and idk if I should call yet or see if I get any other big clots cuz it scared me .... ( again won't show a picture unless someone wants to see )

But I just needed to vent :/ and here opinions:(