So me and my husband has been going through some really tough times...every time I get excited about something he downs it 😒he never can let me have a good day it’s always something...so yesterday I was really drunk. I’m a full time mom and my kids hadn’t gone anywhere in months and they left to a relative yesterday. I have three boys and it seems like the only thing I see is these walls in this house because we live in a bad area and my husband keeps me in the house... so when ever we go out on weekends it’s like out to eat or something it’s not that often...but when we do I get happy and he just makes me feel like it wasn’t that funny, or like that’s nothing to be happy about or he just expresses the down side of things a lot. So yesterday we still had my baby the others had went with their dad and my mom wanted the baby. (Husband and mom don’t get along) we both agreed earlier that day where the kids were going to go. So when my mom comes he says “so you just let anyone get carsen now” and we got in and we talked about it and I told him he ruined my day ...he just said I apologize I was so drunk I really went left and told him to get out. It’s way deeper than just that incident, it’s about how he always does it and he always responds to me little to nothing. He is like a freaking box. He is great with everything else but for the life of me does excitement exist? Or is it just me? Every time I do any task he wants me to do it his way or it’s not right. He always corrects me on how he think I should feel about something and it really grinds my gears😡 I shouldn’t have did that last night tho. I don’t feel like he really deserves it ☹️ idk he also has a hard time having a good time he is just a party pooper sits on the game all day ugh 😑 I just had enough of it and it just got up to freaking here 👆🏽

Even when I’m sober I want to pull my hair out for how much he picks at things with me 😡

I’m not responding to anyone thank you for listening 😊