Fed up

Every single month that goes by I get more and more despondent. I was hoping clomid would be the miracle but nope, that hasn’t worked either. I’m battling to find out why my progesterone is so low every month. Waiting on fertility appointments and then to be told the first one will just be a loads of forms to fill in, and nothing else. Just at work listening to people moan about their grown up children and how selfish they are and hard work. I am starting to think that if it doesn’t happen in 2018 I’m throwing in the towel forever and going to just enjoy my life with my husband and animals...