Fuck okay I need help

I don’t know if my feelings are valid or if I’m “hormonal” I can’t seem to be fucking happy right now for the life of me. I feel like I’m constantly begging for attention and love and support from my SO and he’s usually so quick to do so and this last week he’s been horrible at it. I’ve broken down in tears on multiple occasions because he just won’t put his phone down and talk to me. I finally broke down today and said I didn’t even want to be pregnant anymore. We TTC for a year and I’m 7 weeks pregnant and I don’t know if I actually don’t want to be pregnant anymore or what I’m feeling. I’m just not doing so hot and I feel guilty for it. I can’t stand myself right now so I don’t even blame him.