So for about a few months I have just been wanting to have a baby so badly. Which is insane since I'm just 20 and I'm just beginning to take care of myself. it's like my brain was trying to take over my body because I've been having sex with my boyfriend more often and we haven't been very careful lately. Idk if it's just hormones or what. I took a test and when I saw it was negative I should have been happy since having a baby would be complicated right now, but I was a little bit disappointed. Is this normal? I want to talk to my boyfriend about it, but I'm scared he won't understand.