Whatever happens in the dark will come to light .. well it did my so called man at the time ( but he really ain't my man if he fucking every body else) was talking to a bunch of women about a year ago & I know this because I went through his phone & saw various text message from different women anyway our son plays football and the team text me about the banquet and it was a group text so I was trying to silence it because those group text are Annoying & one of the numbers was a number that was texting him. So basically some women from my son team & him were talking don't even know if they had sex. I confronted him about it of course he made it seem like it was no big deal I told him how embarrassing that is & asked him how could he do that . Basically he told me that was a long time ago & I don't know what I'm talking about I am so fucking furious & hurt I don't drink but I got some liquor and I think I'm drunk I feel like beating his head in I've never cheated on him. I know he doesn't respect me it's way more stuff that has happened in the past I'm in counseling I don't understand why I keep giving the same person chance after chance we been together a long time but I'm too old for this shit I just want to be happy. And to think for 6 months we been trying to make a baby 😒 I'm in tears y'all I really love this man & it hurts!!! Wtf is wrong with me