To the 3 men who hurt me the most.

Guy #3 you are just a scum bag thinking rape is ok.. I was only 22 . Jerk. #2 I hate you. For what you did to me.. #1... you are the worst of them all..... you were supposed to be my safe place but instead it was a nightmare.. and to think 2 and 1 were family.... now I suffer from PTSD.. and the last year has been hell trying to deal with this. I just turned 30 and still having panic attacks. But out of all of this.... At least one of you are dead. Your heart gave out.. I’m seeking help now..