why :'(


i woke up to blood between my legs. which is terrifying considering i was pregnant. 5 weeks 6 days pregnant. according to the doctor my baby hadn't grown at all in that time. this is my third loss. I'm 19. the last one was just 3-4 months ago. i can't take this heartbreak anymore. I'm gonna prevent pregnancy until i know what's going on that my body won't grow a baby.