I started to ovulate, we dtd... It's been almost 3 weeks since. I may be praying for another, and not so much praying for a baby. We have separated and I don't want to bring a baby in this mix. I don't want to abort if I do happen to end up pregnant. What God wants, God gets. How do I deal with these emotions and understand them? I am feeling bloating and I felt the pinching I felt when I would get implantation. I know I can't rely on these symptoms because there the same as getting my period. I'm sorry if this is so contradicting and confusing lol. I am at that moment though.