Hi girls

I met my ex in school and I was so in love with him like seriously and when we spent time together he would always play on his xbox or on his phone if we have dates together, I’ve been through a lot like one of my best friends died through suicide and when I needed my ex he would push me away I shoulda really broke up there and then and back in September it was one of my friends birthday and all he wanted while he was drunk was sex and to kiss me but me being nice I took him back to mine after he threw up 🤮 at my friends garden and his mum had to pick him up considering he was out of his head don’t worry I don’t drive if you think that my mum had to pick me up then in October I had a bad dip I was very suicidal and I started cutting when I got back to college I showed my ex and he was like why did you do that and stuff like that considering I rang him when I was doing that and he completely ignored me come to November I felt like I didn’t love him after a year and 7 months of being together so he dumped me with the worse excuse saying I was clingy and I needed him 24 7 which was not true and then he accused me of cheating on him with my other ex which I admit I did when we first went out but the sex was not good and he would not appreciate me and stuff.

But now I have found an amazing boyfriend how loves me for me and I appreciate that but it hard when you see your ex all the time in college and is so much better than my ex