How do you not think about having a baby??

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So I started spotting this morning and I just cried because I knew AF was on her way!! I always spot a day before AF. We tried preseed and I was so certain this was going to be it. I was so hurt because I wanted it so badly. My husband told me not to stress about it and that it will happen when it's time. I love him so much for being there for me and being supportive, but I don't know how I'm going to keep my mind off wanting a baby!! That's literally all I think about. How do you not stress or think about ttc?? How do you keep your mind occupied?? I feel like it's impossible to just not think about something I want so badly.