I lost my beautiful baby girl Elliahna

Marie 2 weeks ago at 28 weeks. she was 3.5lbs 15oz and she was my first. My boyfriend has been so awesome through all of this and is there whenever I need him. I find all these emotions of grief so overwhelming and most of the time all I want to do is cry, which I know is ok and do all the time but all I really want to do is look torward the future because nothing is going to bring my Angel back. I would really like to hear from other Mommy's who have been through this and what has helped them cope with such a tragic loss. My heart has been shattered into a million pieces and feel so empty inside, like a mommy with no baby. And having to not just emotionally go though this but physically too is just really really hard.