4 days late and a positive test

katrina

So I’m four days late and decided to take a pregnancy test because I haven’t been feeling well. I’m 26 and I have three girls already I left my abusive husband last year and ended up falling in love with my best friend. The only thing is we have a 13 almost 14 year age difference he’s older. We had always talked and neither one of us wanted more children he has two of his own almost grown already. I on the other hand still have small children I want to be happy because it’s a baby with my best friend but on the other hand he really doesn’t want anymore kids. He is telling me to think about every option here and he will support me but I feel like he wants me to have an abortion. But he tells me it’s my decision and he will support me regardless I do not believe in abortion so how can I tell him that I want to have the baby and not have our relationship change because I feel like he sees me differently already please help I’m going crazy here