my first pregnancy happened when I was 16 and my boyfriend (now my husband We have been together for 8 years) and I were in denial about it because I have pcos and so I'm irregular and we just kept trying to ignore it. I didn't want to ask for help from my mom because she would have killed me... well so after awhile I just totally ignore it. then I get like deathly ill the worst migraine I have ever had in my life . we are talking if someone was talking across the house it would make me puke my head hurt so bad. I couldn't eat because chewing hurt so much. I cried it hurt so bad and then I cried because the crying made it worse. after a couple of days of this I was so lethargic my mom had to call an ambulance. at the hospital they confirmed I was pregnant and that I needed to terminate because it was tubal. so I did to save my life. but I feel after so long ttc that my first pregnancy will be my only....