No sex...

Almost 7 wks PP....So we lubed it up ALOT as suggested by everyone lol...Can get the head of penis in (...it hurts but bearable)then its like hubby is hitting a wall...he says he doesn't feel it but I do....when he tries to go in further it hurts even more...its like my vagina is so tiggt u cant get in all the way at all...very disappointed in myself an in my body...very frustrating to say the least...we've only tried being intimate twice since being cleared by the doc this past weekend an I already am so discouraged I dont even want to try again at all for a long time. Don't wanna keep getting disappointed an disappointing my husband...smh...I'm like why go to the doc an tell me "oh u healed up nicely" then when we get in bed its a huge fail...sorry guys jus really annoyed... I knew it wasn't going to be easy but I didnt plan on being that couple that couldn't have sex for weeks/months on end all cause my vagina doesn't wanna cooperate.... ikno I sound bratty lol but this sucks...I jus wanna bond an connect with my husband again in that special intimate way...guess my body has other plans an wants to take FOREVER healing up....😭