I don’t understand


I went for my first ultrasound today. Baby wasn’t seen. I should be 8 weeks 2 days and I measured 5 weeks 6 days. There was a yolk sac and that’s it. Doc said the ultrasound tech didn’t mention a dilated sac, and normally they do when it’s a blighted ovum. She said I could have just had an odd cycle and ovulated much later than I thought. I have to go back next week to see if there’s been any development. I just feel like...I track everything and if everything was going on target, I should be where I’m supposed to be...maybe a few days or even a week behind. But 2.5 weeks? Hard to stay positive, especially being a nurse. Any words of wisdom for me? Definitely feeling sad and loss and grief. Not sure how else to feel 😔