Me & partner have now moved into together because I got pregnant & he was born 3 months ago.. the sex is not that great, well the forplay & actually the whole thing, it’s like he doesn’t like to do it with me... he was like this before baby as well.. anyway he is so happy to get bjs, I can give him 3-4 in a day & he is very happy, but he never really wants to do anything with me! & then he bought up.. he wants to try out a pornhub fake rubber fanny!??.. I was like what the fuck? U don’t even play with the real one u have??.. he just said he wants to try it out.. but to be its like he is cheating because he wants to pick the porn star is masterbates over!! He said I’m stupid it’s rubber.. but it’s not to me.. I know some will say do u have toys, yes I do but I’ve not use them since having him.... & when we do have sex I don’t always orgasm, so I like him to finish me off but he just says straight away, u can go finish urself, & rolls over... I’ve never felt so lonely & unwanted.. but I don’t want to leave him.. what shall I do??

I’m 35..he is 27,, & I know I’m either his first partner or maybe 2/3..