Baby blues or pp depression?

shae 🙃

To sum things up and not going into the long stories but I feel abandoned by my husband since the day of my daughters birth he left me numerous times in the hospital to go do god knows what even while I was bleeding out he wasn’t there.my in laws and everyone else didn’t give a lick if I was ok only the baby.mind you I was restricted of going to see my baby for four hours after she was born for the risk of infection but my in laws got to see her (that really bothers me) they didn’t even get to wipe the blood off the labor floor before my husband invited his whole family in (which I didn’t want no one there until the next day) and my mother in law has been playing mommy to my baby and I feel like I lost my maternal bond with my baby who is now two weeks because of that.theres way more to the situation and I complain and cry to my husband everyday and I’m constantly told I’m being a drama queen.i just throw my daughter to his arms now cause I feel like she doesn’t feel like I’m her mother 😢 will this pass ? Could I get that feeling back ? Should I stop throwing her on him ?