We only had 3 tries before hubby deploys again and 2 are gone. this last try wasn't even fun. tracking, peeing, mucinex, preseed, and no spotinaity. I'm over it. this was one of the last months left with my hubby and I wasted it. consumed by testing and basically non romantic sex. I'm over it! I'm 36 with a 10 year old kid. maybe it's time to accept that I was able to have one only. She is my miracle. So here I am giving it to God. I can't handle it anymore. I have to give it to him!