I absolutely hate when my 2 year old continuously asks to see her daddy. It breaks my heart having to make excuses for him time after time. Granted he works, but that’s not a good enough excuse when you live 10 mins away from us. I wish things were different but I can’t force him to want to be a father to our children. I’m 26 weeks pregnant and he hasn’t been to one prenatal appointment. And to top it off he didn’t take off for daughters 3 year old birthday this Sunday. Like it’s literally one day you should at least pretend to care. I planned for us to go to an indoor amusement park but of course I can’t take her by myself since it’s really hard to get around with my bad hip and I can’t take her on any rides. I’m so disappointed and I hate that I have to fake it for my daughter. It feels like she resents me as if I’m keeping daddy away but the truth is I’m always trying to push him to see her. It’s sucks because she loves him so much and I have to paint the picture that he’s so great but he’s not.

So it’ll be just me and her for her birthday. I really hopes she doesn’t ask where daddy is because my hormones can’t take it 😢