I’ve had a history of trying to figure out my sexuality when I was around 10 I made an account where I was pretending to be a boy so I could make friends and I met this girl and I don’t remember how it happened but we ended up dating for a bit it was all online and i just never understood why i did it or what i meant by it fast forward to the 7th grade years after that was over I was questioning my sexuality and I thought for sure I was bi but then I realized I wasn’t it’s now the 9th grade I find girls attractive like oh she’s so pretty you know but I think I’m the only one who truly does that I know it’s dumb I’m just a person who needs reassurance I always check out girls boobs and ass and Im pretty sure it’s because I’m insecure about mine and I just think they have such nice body’s I don’t know I just remembered about my past and tried connecting it to now and just keep trying to figure out why I did what I did in the past I don’t think I can ever be in a relationship with a girl I’m not sexually attracted to them but I don’t know why I feel so uneasy I’m a very anxious person I just need someone to listen and just give me their thoughts