Body dysmorphia

I am 21 and I am suffering from pretty bad body dysmorphia. I’m 5’7 and 180lbs. I’ve been exercising and lifting weights since I was 15 so I have a lot of muscle mass on my body.

No matter how much I look in the mirror, I cannot figure out what I truly look like to other people. Some days I feel skinnier and other days I feel super obese.

Are there any girls out there with similar dimensions as me who could post a pic so I can see what I could possibly look like?

I know this sounds insane but I really don’t know how I look to others.

I don’t have a hard time getting cute guys at all but sometimes I worry I appear too unhealthy

All help is appreciated