I really need someone..

There’s nothing worse than hearing the person you love, who you trusted, who you have kids with, who promised you so much and who thought loved you say that he doesn’t love you, that it got boring, that he feels sorry for me because I have no place to go with our kids, and that he can’t afford child support so he stays with me.. 😞 I am 2 weeks pp and i seriously feel like I cant physically and emotionally with what he said to me.. it hurts me so much that he tried so hard to be with me when we first met to now treating me like dirt.. I gave up so much for him.. and it hurts me that he is such an asshole to me.. there’s so much I want to say what I’ve been through with him but it way to long.. I just can’t help but feel so upset I can’t stop crying..