disheartened

Becky

last October I had a missed misscarriage with my first baby I was 9 weeks 4 days ...I had to have pestery to bring baby away ... since then me and my boyfriend have been trying back and forth blood tests as they've been trying to see about my hormone levels out I lack eastrongen but been told there's no hormone tablet they can give me... we try and try but it's not happened this month I felt different genuinely thought I was pregnant until I came on my period this morning so gutted, it hurts so much wanting a baby then for it doesn't to happen..It's controlling my life, I do everything text book because I want it so bad but nothings working I stress about not getting pregnant and what about If there's something more wrong? alls I want is a family I want to be complete, I don't want to feel this pain anymore the heartache