Driving myself nuts. Please help

Stacy

Trying not to worry but it’s extremely hard. I lost a pregnancy at 9 weeks in July when we found out our baby’s heart stopped just days before, and another miscarriage at 10 weeks with a blighted ovum. I got a very faint positive at 9dpo on a wondfo and then a good positive on a FRER at 11dpo. I took another FRER this am and I feel like it should be darker. I am seriously so anxious!! Just looking for some moral support and prayers. Here’s the two FRER tests for comparison.