second miscarriage feeling broken

Hi I just thought I'd get something off my chest...I just got home from the hospital..I had my first ultrasound and found out that my baby had no heartbeat...this is my second miscarriage and is it normal to feel this broken...I feel like such a fucking failure as a woman...I know it's not my fault but I wish I could have done something. Here is the only picture of my little bean that I got.. 😢💞 I love you my angel babies.

update: I had a d&c; this morning to remove the fetus they took some blood and they are sending both out for further testing to see what is going on with us...I hope me and my husband finally get some answers..thank to all for you for your amazing support. and for those who asked my doctor said it was 8 weeks 4 days.