Ready but terrified

Tyler • Angel babies 2/21/18 4/19/18 7/2/18 2/12/24💜💜💜💜 🌈💗3/25/19💙4/22/21

I’m ready to start trying again but terrified to have another pregnancy end in miscarriage. I’m afraid to get excited to only have my baby ripped away. I’m scared to succeed and find blood when I use the bathroom again. I’m scared that one thing I’ve always wanted most in life won’t happen.