almost time for college 😩😩😩

so me and the boy i talk to now been on and off since we were 11 (we’re 18 now) and now we’re about to graduate high school and go to separate colleges. i never loved someone the way i love him and i really don’t think i ever will... but during college we’re going to be so far away from each other... i’m so scared he’ll meet someone or i’ll meet someone or i don’t know... he took my virginity, he was my first love, he is like family... someone just help me prevent myself from losing him when we go to college