Idk I think I may be depressed and feeling low of myself I know I have anxiety & I have much of the symptoms shown below anxiety is stronger than before & it suck like I feel broken & mentally fuck I want to feel normals again when I start thinking about myself i get sad & start cry I alway feel like I'm no good & that I'm too broken to have a new relationship and a child of my own some day that's all I wanted I'm 20 year old and I feel like I can't do this something i was thinking of kill my self, but was against it because im to weak to do is I'm tired of put in a fake smile & giggle and stuff when deep down im sad & lonely i cry all the time at night I used to love be alone it was my space, but now I can't stand I'm lonely but scare to open up cause everytime I get left alone I'm starting to think everything is temporary like happiness & I'm starting to feel ugly like I can't pull no one i just scare trust I feel like everyone just lying to me I don't feel loved.