"Yeah that was great babe..."

Molly

Ok, so here's the deal. I have vaginal numbness. Like bad. I enjoy having sex with my partner because it makes me feel close to him, but in no way is it pleasurable for me. There's no pain, no pleasure, it's just nothing. I get crying about it sometimes because I truly feel like I'm missing out. I've been able to give myself an orgasm, but it was out of curiosity more than anything else. I never get turned on or aroused. I'm wondering has anybody else felt this way? Or experienced this? I'm desperate for a cure or to try anything to maybe help me.

-- This could be because of my PTSD. I have had significant trauma due to sexual abuse as a child so maybe that's just how I'm wired. Either way, help a sister out.