For years I’ve been afraid of pregnancy and childbirth. I’m a healthy, active 29yo with no history of pregnancy or abortion. I was excited to start trying to get pregnant and now that I’m 17 weeks it’s all feeling very real. My anxiety is starting to return. I’m a nurse and I know a lot about the scary things that can happen. I know this sounds dramatic but I don’t want to die. I don’t want my baby to either. But I’m just petrified I’m going to die. Anyone else feeling this way? Or felt this way?