I'm am hysterical right now. I feel like I am failing already and I am only 8 weeks along.

I don't have enough energy to keep up on the house work. I am always exhausted and can barely get the laundry done with out being winded. My husband was great at first with picking up the household duties but now he is getting tired of it. He thinks I am milking it and has refused to help because I have done so little. Now the house is a disgusting mess and I'm trying. I vacuumed, then had to take a nap. I swept and moped, then threw up. I did the dishes, and I have been on the couch ever since because I don't have the energy.

The house is still a disaster and the day is almost over.

I also promised myself I would be super healthy and go organic when I got pregnant. I can't stand the sight or smell of vegetables any more. Chicken breast and fish make me gag. The only food I can tolerate are carbs and sugar. I was never a sugar fan before this pregnancy! I have tried over and over and over to make healthy decisions but I get so nauseous I can't eat them. I haven't worked out in 2 months because I am so tired and nauseous all the time. I was losing weight before I got pregnant and I put it all back on. My husband even suggested a walk today but I'm too tired from doing chores 😩

I'm trying and I'm failing.

I'm tired of failing. And I can tell my husband is pretty damn annoyed of it too.