I just need to rant and tell somebody how I feel


For about 2 months I’ve found myself not fixing my hair at all like never and I don’t even touch my make up. Every time I get ready to try to be cute I just look at myself and say not today. I don’t even wanna wear cute clothes anymore. On top of that I just lost my first pregnancy so that was just like a smack in the face. Idk what’s wrong with me. I don’t wanna do any kind of activity. I just wanna stay home and be away from people. I’m almost 22 and I’m getting married in two months. I shouldn’t be feeling like this. I just don’t understand why all of a sudden I feel like I hate myself. I feel like I don’t care what I look like anymore. I just don’t know what to do or why I’m feeling like this and I have nobody to talk to about it😔