So I'm still kind of in shock that I'm even pregnant. And even more shocked that I'm still pregnant. Extremely grateful though.

I go to a birthing center in my area. And my first official ultrasound is next week. But in the meantime until my belly actually pops out, the midwife just pushes down to feel where my uterus is. I'm measuring at about 20 weeks.

I'm really excited about that news. But o don't know what it means.. is my baby just big? Could there be multiple babies? I've never gone this far, and all the reading in the world doesn't make up for the real thing.. so I have no idea what's normal or not..