So today my boyfriend told me he was going to a party over the weekend. Honestly I wasn’t too happy to hear that. I don’t think he’s going to cheat on me, he shows no signs of wanting to or of doing it but I still have this gut feeling that there’s a chance, just being I’m a very insecure person, who’s not very in love with her body and also because I’ve been hurt before.

Plus, his ex girlfriend was caught cheating at a party. Luckily for him one of his friends told him. I’m worried that if he does this, I’m not going to know and I’m going to be in that kind of situation.

I guess I’m just worried because he’s pretty cute, and a lot of girls hit him up and I’m nervous that’s going to happen and I’m not going to be there to see what he does.

I trust him, I just worry that under the influence of things or people that somethings going to happen and he won’t tell me....