Honestly Am Heart Broken..😭

I reaply thought this month was it after almost 2 yrs of trying.. It is so hard to see women aborting or trying for 1 month and concieving. I just feel useless because I can't do what I was meant to to. I just cant stand the thought of never being pregnant and having a baby.. go to the gyno next month to get checked out.. just so upset😭😭