so this is just to get my frustration out a little bit. my dad has a disability that basically causes strong scents like perfume to be really bad from him and it hurts him to put it simple. I love my dad so. god. damn. much. so much. sometimes, I do something that makes me come home "stinky". hes usually pretty calm about it. I shower, wash the actual shit out of my hair, put my clothes outside. I do everything I can to make it easier. I don't spend the night at my grandmas, I don't hug my friends when I see them in public, I never try to make his life harder. but then, I have a mom too. I go there every other month, and my dog is there. there's been three situations in the last two weeks that have been troublesome. one: I had to go get my nextIccine, he was okay about that. then I had to get my new glasses so my mom dropped em off along with a book I asked for, I brought it inside without smelling it and he was pissed. today I met my mom at the park with my dog because I miss the crap out if her, and apparently hugging the dog made me smelly. he was pissed In an unreasonable way. he said every time I leave he thinks he's never gonna let me come back, then he does anyways. that was hurtful. I don't mean to hurt him but he's not the only one hurt by this. I understand how frustrated he gets, rightfully so. but he doesn't pay attention to how much I do. I changed to ONLINE SCHOOL for him, I HATE it because I'm super social, but its worth it. idk. I don't know how to help him. I already agreed to no more mom stuff when I'm here, but its never. enough. I don't know how to run away from something invisible and I don't want to loose my dad over this. I'm trying. and I am not the victim here I know, I'm just frustrated. I hate hurting him.