I love him a lot. I still do. But some of our views didn’t match up and he didn’t respect my feelings when it came to them. He was a good guy and nice to me. There were a few other things as well but our views were the main thing. I didn’t want to leave him but I feel like I need to be with someone who has the same views as me and I need to know my worth (my current boyfriend or ex took advantage of me a little bit).

But it hurts and I don’t know how to fill the emptiness. I love him.