Angry at my mom and older sister for what they said.

I literally just got out of my M.D. appt that confirms yes, although I didn't see the yolk sac, I have in fact miscarried AGAIN. This is heart breaking every single time which leads me to my ANGER. My mother, and older sister who has lupus, have told me that they are part of my support system and can't wait until I get pregnant again. So, I've had a very tough road with pregnancies that sadly resulted in many miscarriages. In the past I've said no, I don't want to say anything once I find out via hpt because then one day they'll say I'm just "making up" being pregnant. SO IT ACTUALLY HAPPENED! I called my mom and sister to inform her of the unfortunate news and my sister said, OK another huh? well I have to go run errands call you guys later. My mom says the same thing and the 3 way call has ended. Then, my mother calls me right back and says that she doesn't want me to tell her or my sister when I'm pregnant and that I've miscarried AGAIN because quite frankly it's become very ridiculous and I'm being BEYOND insensitive to my older sister and her feelings knowing that she cannot have children. Naturally, I asked are you freaking kidding me!?! YOU GUYS WANTED ME TO TELL YOU! She then says, this game of yours has gone on for far too long and unless I see an actual ultrasound I'm not going to believe your hpt. Did you know you can buy the hormone online, so that's probably what you're doing to have them come out positive. Then, you fake a miscarriage so that everyone can feel bad for you. Stop competing for attention. Your sister is the real sick one, not you, so I'm going to say this once and once only, stop it because you look pathetic. I wanted to curse her out and I didn't. I simply said, I'm sorry that you, her, and whomever else that you both speak too feel this way. The fact that you think this is disgusting, moving forward do not call me. God, myself, and my husband KNOW the truth. You guys should be ashamed of yourselves, and I hung up. This isn't something anyone wants EVER! I am beyond devastated that this conversation has even taken place. I am afraid to tell my husband what went down because I don't want him to hate them. as of now, they're not welcome in our home or our lives. I have never been dishonest and I have plenty of medical paperwork to backup each pregnancy and loss.