Super Afraid to even post this but I need opinions.

I can see a faint line in person it’s pretty light . I posted another one on here of easy @ Home ovulation and hcg the line showed up on the Hcg before they were next to each other. Honestly its just frustrating because I feel like some people are down right mean , maybe even jealous that others are getting light positives or even strong ones . I know I bite my lip like ugh when I see someone who says 7dpo and it’s clear as day they are prego!!! Sorry for the long rant I’m 13dpo it’s not first am but I’ve been having a ton of symptoms like having to pee nausea etc . Tttc for 2 years 5 miscarriages please give me an honest opinion or feel free to tweak !