Might lose job-Thinking of being a SAHM

Aubrey • DS born May 21, 2018, surprise with #2 due Aug 2019

So I’ve been off work due to pre term labor since 28 weeks. I only have a total time allowed off from work of 12 weeks and then I can lose my job. I’m hoping to keep this little guy in as long as possible of course, but the stress of possible losing my job has me emotional and scared. Been having some thought on being a SAHM. Anyone else?