most people look at me and think that I have the perfect family I have a four year old daughter and a two and a half year old son both of my kids are rainbow baby's and my husband and I have been trying to have another child for a year and a half with no luck , this month I was eight days late but to my disapointment when I tested it came back negative , ive stoped telling my husband when I'm late or I think I could be pregnant because we have been trying and nothing seems to be helping or working but my doctor swears there is nothing wrong with me because I already have two kids , I'm feeling lost and my husband is losing hope I'm no longer sure of what to do or try and I'm not normally an open person about this stuff I'm hoping that having other people to talk to will maybe help me deal with this